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Nov. 10th, 2010

omfg omfg omfg I lost my sketchbook, oh SHIT, oh SHIT.

I totally don't need random people seeing my bullshit drawings of myself and my friends as Pokemon trainers, OR my concept art for aliens and people with robotic limbs!

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD everybody already thinks I'm a freak, I do not need this! @_@

Also I have a sore throat and THE SHOW IS NEXT WEDNESDAY and oh my God crap. crap crapcrapitycrapcrap. I can't scream and shout as the Queen of Hearts with a sore throat, that is not condusive to screamy bitch queen!

Also, without getting too in depth because it's midnight, the other show I'm doing, which deals with Anorexia and Bulimia, is making me really hate my body. I kind of want to quit the show, because it's affecting me so much, but I can't just quit. It's not professional and it's not good. Plus, Dan said that good actors don't let shows hurt them. He says good actors can shake themselves out when they need to.

I need to be able to do that.

I should go to bed.

I need to lose weight.


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Nov. 10th, 2010 07:59 am (UTC)
*hugs you* you'll get it back.

or nobody will see it.

(i speak from experience, sadly)

wishing you all the best.
Nov. 10th, 2010 02:29 pm (UTC)
So sorry about your sketchbook, babe. I've been lucky enough to hang on to all of mine, but I definitely understand how upsetting it would be to lose one.

The show is a week away so I'm sure if you take care of your throat until then it'll be good enough to work.

As for the other show, you are amazing and beautiful and I adore you and definitely try not to let it get to you, but if you honestly think you can't handle it then maybe you should quit. I understand that it's not "professional" but you're also still in high school and there's some wiggle room in that, I think.

Dec. 5th, 2010 03:51 am (UTC)
I'm sorry for not responding earlier. I always do things like 'Oh I will definitely reply' and then I get distracted.

Thankyou, Alyssa. <3 I really needed the encouragement that day.
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